Kate vs. Katie/Etak

I want to succeed more than ever

I want to learn, grow and improve

I want to heal and recover

I want to reach my goals

I want to be the best I can be

I want to be better than I was

And better than I am now

I swear to God that I try

But maybe not hard enough

‘Cause I’m wasting my time

Always running away

From the very things

That I need to face

Avoiding the things

That I need to do

That ultimately

Take care of me

It’s like there is this force against me

Within me

There is a part of me

That is conspiring against me

It doesn’t want me to succeed

It wants to prove to me

That I am nothing but a failure