If you only knew…

If you only knew

The past

The present

The future

The demons in my head

The battle that I fight

Every fucking day

And every fucking night

Just to survive

Just to stay alive

Just to try to live

Maybe then you would understand

That I’m tired and I want to give up

That I’m hanging by a thread

That I’m wishing I was dead

That I’m barely hanging on

That I can’t stay strong

Anymore…

Something has happened inside

Something inside of me has died

And I just don’t

Feel like myself

Anymore…

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